this feeling inside of me is the most painful feeling i ever went through in my whole life. i hurt shena... and i got hurt myself. he just wants to be friends.. i know im selfish but all i want is to be with him again.... i cant stop cring.. and my heart aches continuesly... i have trouble breathing at certain times and i did some regretful things.... he said it will be hard to get back together.. cause he has no feelings.. so theres no point of me begging for him to come back to me tmro... if i did become close friends with him... i might get hurt. cause no matter what i wont stop loving him more then just a friend. he might fall for someone else and its not going to be what i want, but at least hes happy. im never going to be happy until he loves me more then a friend back. but i doubt it. im not going to have a second chance... i miss him so much. more then anything in the world. i have true feelings for him. everytime i listen to our song or the songs he use to sing to me i burst into tears. i keep thinking about him and i miss u alot!
Baby i loved you, Why did you let me go?
Yes it hurts me, But i still want you to know
All the love we made
Can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Damn oh this boy,
he really had me thinking
Making him the more reason the future we'd be living together
and i knew it wouldn't be forever
Cause i know good things dont last long
But we could've made it further.
All the things you told me, All were lies
I know, Cause if you felt how you said you felt
You just couldn't let me go.
Without a single reason
Not even a single fight
You gave the best of my life,
But with the lonliest nights.
I got it bad, No, I got even worst that even Usher.
Cause even though you did i cant let go
No, i know its not supposed to come back
I know that you won
I know that you left
and never coming back.
Accept the fact that your gone
Baby i loved you, Why did you let me go?
Yes it hurts me, But i still want you to know
All the love we made
Can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
forever u will be in my heart, ill never let go.
im feeling suicidal but only thing stopping me is that i dont want anyone to worry about me. whether u do or dont care i wish one day we can be together again . and this time i want it to be true. i dont want u to lie to me.
oh great im crying again....
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