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Sunday, January 31, 2010

alright i just said sorry to her , dont want stress out more:L. and tmro i must get him back! all i need to do is to not think too much then sit back and relax and just say to myself. everythings going to be ok no matter what happens.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

(7:49 PM) -: get your own fucking facts right
(7:49 PM) ' JENN: well, i didnt call you one?
(7:49 PM) -: i cant believe what u say
(7:49 PM) ' JENN: i dont even know you
(7:50 PM) -: yeah but u judge people
(7:50 PM) ' JENN: why would i say that to you
But it wasnt to you
(7:50 PM) ' JENN: i didnt even say it
(7:50 PM) -: u full give my friends shit looks at school
(7:50 PM) ' JENN: i was just looking around
(7:50 PM) -: yeah and rolling ur eyes
(7:50 PM) ' JENN: and i was calling ppl pretty
(7:50 PM) -: is that how u trreat ur friends too
(7:50 PM) ' JENN: i wasnt
noo .
(7:51 PM) -: calling people pretty
and called others bitches and sluts?
(7:51 PM) ' JENN: me and my friedns mucking around
i didnt call anyone one
(7:51 PM) -: mucking around?
(7:51 PM) ' JENN: i really didnt call you one
(7:51 PM) -: whats that suppose to mean
(7:51 PM) ' JENN: yeah we always do
(7:52 PM) -: lol...
(7:52 PM) ' JENN: i swear i didnt call you one
your friend might of misunderstood what i said .
(7:52 PM) -: she heard it clearly
(7:52 PM) ' JENN: even if it came out of my mouth doesnt mean it was to you
(7:52 PM) -: u didnt actually say my name
but u said wat i was doing
(7:53 PM) ' JENN: wait maybe it was that time when i called this girl a slut cause she gave me a dirty
(7:53 PM) -: its ur second day at school and u acting like a bitch already
(7:53 PM) ' JENN: and i think thats when your friend heard it
(7:53 PM) -: sorry i didnt give u dirties
(7:53 PM) ' JENN: not you
(7:53 PM) -: i dont really see u around school much
(7:53 PM) ' JENN: this other chick in year 7
(7:53 PM) -: well u could of called another girl a slut
(7:54 PM) ' JENN: im sorry if your friend thought it was to you buyt it wasnt
(7:54 PM) -: maybe u do it too much that u cant remember
(7:54 PM) ' JENN: i did
it wasnt to you okaye?
(7:54 PM) ' JENN: i wouldnt call someone a slut if i dont know them
(7:55 PM) -: and u called sohpy a bitch too
whats that?
why u starting shit
fucking attention seeker
(7:55 PM) ' JENN: thats my friend
well just this girl i know
she said she was a show off to me in pe
(7:56 PM) -: shes probably mucking around like what u do
(7:57 PM) ' JENN: i know but i really didnt call you one
(7:57 PM) ' JENNIEEHBABY . has changed his/her personal message to "hmms ."
(7:57 PM) -: how do i know that
(7:58 PM) ' JENN: well thats why you dont jump in conclusion and check if i did say it to you
(7:58 PM) -: in the end u did call someone a slut , so your not that inoccent after all
(7:58 PM) ' JENN: but it wasnt to you
(7:59 PM) -: but it was to someone
why the fuck are you starting shit anyways
(7:59 PM) ' JENN: but its not like you never said it to anyone
im trying to not
(7:59 PM) -: wowowowonyou trying? its your second day at school and your trying?
(8:00 PM) ' JENN: LOL
(8:00 PM) ' JENN: well, like i didnt call you one .
(8:01 PM) -: it doesnt matter if it was me or not
(8:02 PM) -: you still ended up calling someone a slut
(8:02 PM) ' JENN: i know
(8:02 PM) -: what happens if that person was my friend
or some shit
(8:02 PM) ' JENN: but im pretty its not
well i gtg to cousins
(8:02 PM) -: you really suck at english
(8:02 PM) -: ]everything you say doesnt make sense
..
(8:03 PM) ' JENN: anyways bye
(8:03 PM) -: byhe
--'
c u at schoool
i be watching u
(8:03 PM) ' JENN: well, just to say it again i didnt call you one
im sorry if its to someone that you knew
but im pretty sure it wasnt
(8:04 PM) -: right..
w.e bye

(8:04 PM) ' JENN: welll i didnt okaye?
i bet your gonna tell me off right?
(8:05 PM) ' JENN: well. i dont want to get into shit anymore .
(8:05 PM) ' JENNIEEHBABY . is now Offline
(8:06 PM) -: lol u got urself into it
that highschool
(8:06 PM) -: its only the beginning

Session Start: Saturday, 30 January 2010
- amyduonglovestonynguyen (hamster-x3xoxo@hotmail.com)
- JENNIEEHBABY (azn_dreamer_bab3y@hotmail.com)
(8:34 PM) -: um, I'm back, is there anything else you need to say to me ?
(8:35 PM) -: no?
keep ur mouth shut next time
(8:36 PM) -: unless u want to be hates by the whole school
year 8s and 10s think ur a slut already
in 1 day

Session Start: Saturday, 30 January 2010
- amyduonglovestonynguyen (hamster-x3xoxo@hotmail.com)
- JENNIEEHBABY (azn_dreamer_bab3y@hotmail.com)
(8:44 PM) -: Well, I honestly didn't call you a slut. Maybe sophy misunderstood and thought I was talking about you, coz like, I didn't know you until you added me on fb, and I don't judge people by their looks because you never know their personality
They could be really nice
(8:45 PM) -: um idk whats goigng on but amy isnt here
atm
im her cousin
(8:46 PM) -: Oh ok, can you please show amy my msgs when she's back? Thank you
(8:46 PM) -: mmkayys
your in year 7 aye?
(8:47 PM) -: Yeup
(8:48 PM) -: by reading what you sed to amy
um just for advice dont say anything abt anyone

(8:48 PM) -: cos its starts alot of shit and yeahs
its gets ugly
(8:49 PM) -: my sister is in your grade
(8:50 PM) -: Oh ok, but I didn't really say anything ant amy. Oh really, what's her name ?
(8:51 PM) -: ohs idk thens
(8:51 PM) -: but im not talking abt amy
im juust saying everyone all together
umm
julie mai
(8:52 PM) - amyduonglovestonynguyen has changed his/her personal message to "yeah theyre way better then me arent they?|| thought u were one of a close guy friend.. and u say this shit... not hereee"
(8:55 PM) - JENNIEEHBABY is now Offline
(8:55 PM) - JENNIEEHBABY is now Online
(8:55 PM) - JENNIEEHBABY has changed his/her name to "azn_dreamer_bab3y@hotmail.com"
(8:55 PM) azn_dreamer_bab3y@hotmail.com has changed his/her name to "jenny"
(8:56 PM) jenny has changed his/her name to "- JENNIEEHBABY"
(8:56 PM) -: Sorry, I dced
(8:56 PM) -: its okays
(8:58 PM) -: So is your sister in my school?
(8:59 PM) -: yeahs
i go your school too
(9:00 PM) -: Oh, what year ?
(9:00 PM) -: um 10
(9:01 PM) -: Oh ok, same as my cousin :L
(9:01 PM) -: ohs
whos that?
(9:01 PM) -: What's your sisters name ?
(9:01 PM) -: julie mai
(9:01 PM) -: Racheal
(9:01 PM) -: does she go cabra?
(9:02 PM) -: Nope, I'm friends with julie mai, I hang with her :L
(9:02 PM) -: julie mai b LOL
(9:02 PM) -: Me and her always give each dirties for fun :L
Hmmmmm, not sure :L
(9:03 PM) -: If that's her
(9:03 PM) -: cos my sister told me abt another julie mai
girl in her grade
(9:03 PM) -:
(9:04 PM) -: Oh, okay, I don't know her, I think
(9:07 PM) -: mmkayys
(9:07 PM) -: Hey, what's your name, you seem nice
(9:08 PM) - amyduonglovestonynguyen is now Offline
(9:11 PM) azn_dreamer_bab3y@hotmail.com has changed his/her name to "- JENNIEEHBABY"
(9:11 PM) - amyduonglovestonynguyen has signed-in (Busy)
(9:11 PM) -: sorry i dced
umm im susan
(9:11 PM) -: It's okay. Oh okay, nice to meet you
(9:11 PM) -:
sames
(9:13 PM) -: So where's amy ?
(9:14 PM) -: downstairs
(9:14 PM) -: she said she was chasing her friend around at lunch or something
(9:15 PM) -: then u called her a slut for doing that
(9:17 PM) -: Nah, it was this girl in my grade, and she chucked me a dirty when I didn't even do anything to her, let alone , know her. But I think sophy got the wrong idea and thought it was to amy, when it clearly wasn't
(9:18 PM) -: and whos that girl
(9:18 PM) -: I don't know her
(9:20 PM) -: what she look like?
(9:22 PM) -: She has a split, I think. And that's all I remmeber, coz I didn't take that much notice of her
(9:22 PM) -: lol ok...
(9:24 PM) -: so umm, do you know peter le?
(9:24 PM) -: from
(9:25 PM) - amyduonglovestonynguyen has changed his/her personal message to "thought u were one of a close guy friend.. and u say this shit... not hereee"
(9:25 PM) -: Your grade .
Your school
(9:26 PM) -: yeah
why?
i know everyone in my grade..
(9:27 PM) -: Ohh just asking, umms brb, gonna go on laptop
(9:27 PM) -: lol k

Friday, January 29, 2010

fuck u whore

caling me a slut hah? well try look at urself in the mirror and call me a slut face to face. so if im a slut? what does that make you. say ur better then me and i pull your eyes out so that people dont get offended by u for chucking erm little shit dirties... --" its 1st day back and i already picked out a bitch. i may dress like a slut but doesnt mean i am one. just because you think your all that doesnt mean everyone else around you does. all they thnk abuot you is whats that bitches problem? get a fucking life. oh and u watch out on monday bitch. you'll be sorry.
so if you wonder and think why we're actually telling you off?
maybe its because your a girl that dresses like a bitch who has a attitude that highly offends others around you and ur eyes are probably retarted? or is it just me. what i mean is u have a staring/rolling eye problem. btw i reccomend you bitch somewhere no one can hear you? dont you dare call someone a bitch/slut or w.e just because they chased someone around ? or what liked a guy?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

1st day of school

well well well, havnt blogged in a while aye?
hahas i regret being overexcited for school. ffs --"
oft the day ended like what i thought it would, but didnt get what i exspected...
like i come to school and he cant even make an effort to walk up to me and say hi? why am i doing all the work now...
well mum came with me to get reports and it turned out great...
Classes ive got:
Math AD3 (some teacher who cant even talk)
SCIENCE 4 ( an alright asian man)
ENGLISH 1 (indian chick whose writing is like gibrish)
PDH 6 ( ewww RAPINET! he picked on me no last year :( )
Hsie 8 (hvnt met)
Tecnology 7 ( shes alright)
Visual Arts 6 (havnt met)
sports 6 (rapinet again --")
French 2 (eww mr nguyen)

shit aye?

kept staring at him :S:S:S and yeah i got a bit 'down' well at the fact that we werent talking and like i think everytime he sees me he changes his path? or tries to avoid me... wtf?
and lunch rosa goes off and asks something and something about him thinking im moody is the reason why hes not talking? is that a reason..? if someones moody, u go off and talk to them.. not make it worse.. and its a bfs job to cheer a chick up too.

oft :S

sooo pissed off when it was last two periods :S:S

and bla bla bla got home and had to go cabra to withdrawal money outta sis bank while she stays in the car --"

well thats my friday.. oft tutor tmro :S and i hope this weekend will be better. like get back on track with him...? :S:S:S

Saturday, January 23, 2010

H4M BABE, H1M AMY AND BF, HBD PHI

nothing happend today cbf typing :D

Friday, January 22, 2010

not a bad day, cause nothing happend.


TUTOR at 9am today D: and learnt area in circles... talk about B*O*R*I*N*G.

no one picked me up --" and dad finally cluelessly called at 11:40 and said ' who's picking u up' --" oh wells. then he picked me up and took me to canley heights to eat pho.. mmm mmm mmm

grabbed ice cream at IGA for my pancakes that i was going to make, maybe tmro? :D then got home and did nothing......................................................................................................................................................................

turned on some drama.. and stared at my laptop.. seriously theres no point of msn if no ones going to talk to u. not even , nah dont want to mention his name. he didnt appear on anyways.. --"" like wtf u have 385 friends on your contact list and hardly no one talks to you.. might as well just fucking delete my msn or trash out my laptop. and atm im still not paying attention to the tv. instead, im just thinking why hes not picking up my calls or appearing on? and like i go on facebook and he posted something 5 minutes ago.. wtf? jeeze --" so what? he blocked me now... i want things to go back to where they were before :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( and hey guess what our 4 months is tomorrow :( i wonder if he'll unblock/appear on/accept my calls for that................

LIFE IS SO SCREWED.

if only i didnt get shena grounded, shed talk to me i guess? :S and peters phone keeps hanging up on me...

quote; Life doesn't hurt until you have time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault.




its like our relationship is on the edge of a cliff and he doesnt even care if it falls... - amy duong-


Thursday, January 21, 2010

WHY CANT I JUST FUCKING HAVE A BETTER LIFE!

FUCKKKKK.
first things first. woke up at 7am
showered/brush theeth/got ready.
then i asked dad to drop me off at julies house.
got to her house and begged julie to come city with me for kevins birthday. ==" she ended up not going and thats how this whole shit started. if she went with me i wouldnt of got in trouble =="
anyways, we were suppose to meet at everyone at 12 pm sharp! BUT THE BOYS 'TONY,PETER AND KEVIN' were late. and me, rosa, shena and kenny had to waite for ages. finally they came, bought train tickets and waited for the train.... and yes tony was there... but i wanted to talk to him but it was soooo hard. we were forced to hug... minutes later i looked up at cabra bridge and saw my aunty! at the fact that im not suppose to be out and i was with boys! GG. but i didnt know she saw me and tony hugging so i was only a little paranoid. :S so got to city :S and boys dogged us, so i couldnt talk to tony :(
We were suppose to meet the guys at karaoke but they took a while so we started without them. minutes later they called and saiid they werent comming :( which got me not in the mood to sing no more.... they went box hill or w.e... haha lets google the place, i dont eeven know where or what the fucks box hill is. so yeah.. didnt think about my aunty or tony and just sang... then , i was about to check the time on my phone and it seemed that my phone was ringing tooo. SHIT! i thought.... and i ran to the room front of ours and picked up... it was my DAD D: D: D:
GG for me. he was like hahah where are u. u lieing and shit :O:O :S oh ma i was like shit.... fuck... erm im at swimming and hes like huh where whos house? im like SWIMMING. and he said where D: i go check there.... so i said im swimming at friends house.. im such a bad liar >.<
heard my mums lectures from back too :S i nearly shitted it :S :S :S then my sister/bitch/skank msg me and said i had to be home at 5 sharp no excuses what so ever ... w/e
so... our time was up and we went to grap fish balls and ra ra ra boring stuff hehe and it was 4:47 when we got to the train station platform 19 :S:S
had to waite another 8 min :S:S
ra ra ra

finally on the train i started thinking what would happen when i get home :S and thought of tony... and kept thinking about my shit life and how hard im coping wiith it :S got so emotional and tears ran down.. rosa and shena kindly asked... wats wrong.. :S:S took a while for me to say ' im stressed out' :S:S GG rarara and at 5pm sharp D: sis called.. gosh shes a loser.. called the exact time.. blablabla lecture lecture lecture :L:L then we all talked about what i should say back :L:L:L and make her shutup so funny ahhahahahahhahas..
rarara
dad picked me up and in the car he said, 'ur aunty called ur mum and said she saw u kissing and hugging this guy' and that ' u were with 3 boys'
...... i lied and said that we just suddenly saw them and went on same train and thats it.. and then we got in... i poured a glass of water for me and went upstairs to get changed. MUM CAME RIGHT UP D:D:
'where the fuck u go u piece of shit' u keep fucking doing this how am i going to know if it doesnt happen anymore oh and of course this was all said it viet :L and she started she doesnt believe me and shit :S:S and fuck cant explain :S and she said that us 3 girl each had a boyfriend.. and we went together.. and shenas mum doesnt know shena has a boyfriend so im going to her house to tell her mum and ra ra ra ra ra fuckkkkkk. i called shena :S and she got double grounded :S:S :S fuck we all had a bad day :S :( :'( .... then i called peter and told what happend and talked to tony and then heard my mum breathing on the other phone so i said bye and ily ^.^ and he said ily2 but didnt really say it passionately. :S and im about to go fishing at chippy norton :S:S and my fucking aunty better be there! im going fucking look at her if though she was a fish herself --" mother ass hole say shit when she doesnt even noe the whole fucking true story!!!!!
gosh ! :S:S mum thinks i have a bf again...

what a day

YAY *jumps for joy* AMYS BACK IN SYD NIGGAS! :)
So lets start off with the first thing i did when i woke up on my cousins floor today?
right, i think i woke up at 11 hehe and peed in the toilet of course and bla bla brush teeth ra ra ra. dragged myself to the kitchen and ate mmm noodles :L. so happy i was going home today :D

still missing tony...

i played dynasty warriors 5 for couple of hours... skipped lunch and played sims2, step mania, itunes and much more on cousins laptop. LOL there was like 5 laptops in once house! 1 of susans, 1 of mine, 2 of cousin, and the other one was my oh so asian male cousin :L ahhaha we snuck carona :D

then uncle said he drop us off at the greyhound station/bus stop or w.e at 3 but he came at 2 --" not even ready yet and we rushed. awww i forgot my phone chain :( 8 bucks for one! anyways we got to the station and figured out that our bus leaves at 4 --" so we sat in the a/c room and ate like a bunch of fat hogs :L watching tennis.

2hrs later...

Yay finally we got on the boiling bus.. fucking a/c in there didnt work >.<
yeah yeah then i watched bring it on, on my laptop...;.*drools HAWT chicks. and fuck i ranout of batteries so just slept with my ipod on :L and in noe time the bus driver announced 10 minutes to livo . YUPEEE.

omg, and i watched tooth fairy on the 2nd day, its SOOO hilarious , u should watch it!

D: its so hot tomorrow

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Day 1

fark i cant take it but i got to. gee i woke up at 9:45 :S fark i miss him :(
anyways felt so sick :( and brush teeth, rarara ate breakfast mmm fishballs for breakfat hahas :) went online and so bored not talking to him.. anyways then at 11 cousin called and shockingly said ' your going to canberra, get ready uncles picking u up' im like wtf? how sudden and haha no shit im comming. though i have tutor on tuesday but fuck that. :) (A) *keke* so now im waiting for mum to come home to scab cash off her. hmm and should i buy credit?
im bringing my laptop, and hopefully im allowed on net at cuz house.
i keep thinking that what if he loses feelings for me if i dont talk to him? :S =/ 'lifes hard, but we only life once, so enjoy it it while u can'
i wish just wish he can call me... that wouldnt make me clingy right? :S i pray to god ! tony dont think bad and walk out of my heart :(
anyways, im getting ready while waiting for mum =="
half way there...
yes im done! hehes :)
gosh i miss tony :( the sound of his voice just skips the beat of my heart.
oh i must say, do u love me?
or am i jst too anoyying....

i might call him tuesday night :S cant take it >.<
or not, idk :S :S :S what do i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(:(:'(

Saturday, January 16, 2010

First Blogging experience

12am: Like everyday, im msning till wayy late. Normally chatting to tony. rarara then i got kinda tired and he continued to hardcore lag his replies,
so i decided to go off msn.
look here the convo:

12:39 AM) -: im going off nows then
(12:39 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: hokohokthens
(12:39 AM) -:no ones talking to me
(12:40 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:
lol
(12:40 AM) -:no point *sigh*bye
(12:40 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:sorrybye
(12:40 AM) -:do u want me to call u or not?ur choice
(12:40 AM) -:since ur waking up early
(12:40 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:idk
(12:41 AM) -:decide now
(12:41 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:IDK
(12:41 AM) -:ok..
(12:41 AM) -:cause if i do call u i might be disturbing something and if i dont, ill miss u more
(12:42 AM) -:*sighs* text me then
(12:42 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:loslhhow
(12:43 AM) -:yakedi thingy
(12:43 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:only 3 texts
(12:43 AM) -:u only need one; call me or dont call me
(12:44 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:ohtext tahst\
(12:44 AM) -:huh
(12:44 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:dwdw
(12:44 AM) -: oks.can u follow those steps?
(12:45 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: hahasyeahs
(12:45 AM) -: u take forever to reply now days, bye.iloveyou...
(12:45 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: iloveyoutoo

Thinking that he'd text me , i waited. Slowly i fedded up and just slept.
Then i woke up at 10 am and ate food that my sister cooked for me. did some lazy chores and after, i sat back, infront of my laptop and picked the phone to call guess who? 'TONY'. he didnt pick up so i just facebooked and listened to itunes. after hrs, before going to livo with sis and her bf. i wondered and asked tony ' Am i clingy' he kinda lagged yet again, so i just went livo. had so much fun at livo shopping for bras. Finally drove back home. ehhe and i turned on my laptop :) I was soooo happy that i was home but untill an offline message appeared on my screen.

(4:07 PM) gtr_tony@hotmail:
to be honest soemtimes u are clingy

(for those who dont know what clingy means, it means a girlfriend/boyfriend whose obsessed with there partner? and the partner gets anoyyed at the fact that they keep calling/ saying i love u/ always wanting to be with them..) AND THATS ME :)

And oh did that hurt...

Even though its my fault? i was heartbroken and sad.. i didnt know what to say back so i asked my two lovely friends 'amy and lily' :) one of the most kind friends ever!
And even though its going to hurt me i sent him an offline message:


4:31 PM) -: oh mkaye then if im anoyying then
(4:31 PM) -: ill give u space..ill stop calling u and wont go on msn,bye.
(4:31 PM) -:love u?..






bye...

so it starts now. im not going to call/chat to him on msn for a couple days... its our 4 months next week too, what a relief. is he going to care? u tell me... can he live without me?

oh wells....
TO BE HONEST I THINK IM CLINGY TOO... BUT WHO CALLS THERE OWN GIRLFRIEND THAT? he calls me fat too... wtf..

HE LOVES ME MY FUCKING ASS!