Boys think its clingy right? but the girl jst means hes her one true love and shes trying to tell him that!~ she thinks shes nothing to him... and her hearts broken whenever he says shes too obsessed. the memories of her being with him are haunting her... the fact that he once said he'd love her forever shatters her apart. knowing that shes been lied to ... she still loves him. Seeing him with other girls tares her apart. nothing but a heartache. whenever she thinks of him, her heart thumps.. and sometimes she would cry... on her bed facing the wall that had a tag of his name. the bed that he once lyed on with her.. when they were crazy for eachother. but now its only her crazy for him. all those times =/=/=/ does he even care? cause everyday , every minute she thinks of him. even though its not going to change anything she wishes for his love back in return. Her mind is filled with him hurting her, memories with him and methods in killing herself. she wishes shed stopped but her heart took over her body/mind. she cant controll her feelings. sounds crazy aye? she feels suicidal. she cant act for herself anymore.. she cant smile without her heart aching inside.. she cant live without him. but she cant force him back so she wants to leave this heartless world... but at the same time she doesnt want to leave the people who love her.. the friends who always had her back.. the friends who gave her a shoulder to cry on.. the friends who supported her to be get back with him... when they were still dating... he asked her what would she do if he broke up with her? she said she never stop crying and would die without him. thefore he promised to never break her heart... and so did she, she promised to never break his heart too. she still kept her promise .... but did he? NO~!!?!!??? and thats obviously why shes became so depressed. shes sick of people telling her theres other fish in the sea.. all she wants is that one fish!.. the fish probably fell for someone else by now.. 'the kindest person he's ever met' what does that suppose to mean? so what is she? NOTHING OF COURSE!
atm im crying :S i dont know why, well i do. but im not going to blog it because no one understands... i know u like her...
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