First Blogging experience

12am: Like everyday, im msning till wayy late. Normally chatting to tony. rarara then i got kinda tired and he continued to hardcore lag his replies,
so i decided to go off msn.
look here the convo:

12:39 AM) -: im going off nows then
(12:39 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: hokohokthens
(12:39 AM) -:no ones talking to me
(12:40 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: lol
(12:40 AM) -:no point *sigh*bye
(12:40 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:sorrybye
(12:40 AM) -:do u want me to call u or not?ur choice
(12:40 AM) -:since ur waking up early
(12:40 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:idk
(12:41 AM) -:decide now
(12:41 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:IDK
(12:41 AM) -:ok..
(12:41 AM) -:cause if i do call u i might be disturbing something and if i dont, ill miss u more
(12:42 AM) -:*sighs* text me then
(12:42 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:loslhhow
(12:43 AM) -:yakedi thingy
(12:43 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:only 3 texts
(12:43 AM) -:u only need one; call me or dont call me
(12:44 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:ohtext tahst\
(12:44 AM) -:huh
(12:44 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy:dwdw
(12:44 AM) -: oks.can u follow those steps?
(12:45 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: hahasyeahs
(12:45 AM) -: u take forever to reply now days, bye.iloveyou...
(12:45 AM) -ItztOnyyz&Amyy: iloveyoutoo
Thinking that he'd text me , i waited. Slowly i fedded up and just slept.
Then i woke up at 10 am and ate food that my sister cooked for me. did some lazy chores and after, i sat back, infront of my laptop and picked the phone to call guess who? 'TONY'. he didnt pick up so i just facebooked and listened to itunes. after hrs, before going to livo with sis and her bf. i wondered and asked tony ' Am i clingy' he kinda lagged yet again, so i just went livo. had so much fun at livo shopping for bras. Finally drove back home. ehhe and i turned on my laptop :) I was soooo happy that i was home but untill an offline message appeared on my screen.

(4:07 PM) gtr_tony@hotmail:
to be honest soemtimes u are clingy
(for those who dont know what clingy means, it means a girlfriend/boyfriend whose obsessed with there partner? and the partner gets anoyyed at the fact that they keep calling/ saying i love u/ always wanting to be with them..) AND THATS ME :)

And oh did that hurt...

Even though its my fault? i was heartbroken and sad.. i didnt know what to say back so i asked my two lovely friends 'amy and lily' :) one of the most kind friends ever!
And even though its going to hurt me i sent him an offline message:


4:31 PM) -: oh mkaye then if im anoyying then
(4:31 PM) -: ill give u space..ill stop calling u and wont go on msn,bye.
(4:31 PM) -:love u?..





bye...

so it starts now. im not going to call/chat to him on msn for a couple days... its our 4 months next week too, what a relief. is he going to care? u tell me... can he live without me?

oh wells....
TO BE HONEST I THINK IM CLINGY TOO... BUT WHO CALLS THERE OWN GIRLFRIEND THAT? he calls me fat too... wtf..

HE LOVES ME MY FUCKING ASS!